And for you who think I am being overly dramatic - my husband was with me this time. He heard it all.
While it's true that I am everything he stated, I still believe I should have an assurance that should I have another episode of a strangulated hernia, as I did six weeks ago, that I should have options. Whatever happened to laparoscopic surgery? That's the least invasive method.
I decided this afternoon that I will go on and live my life in the best way I know how and let the chips fall where they may! I am not giving up! I want to live! I will not just lay down and die!